Please know that I care about you, no matter who you are. There are people besides me in your life who know the gifts you are able to give the world, but only if you let yourself. Life is hard, I validate that, and everyone struggles in their own ways that nobody else is able to relate to on the same level - but what we do share is the common ability to rise and overcome our own obstacles. I have faith in you, and I know that you’re able to overcome whatever is bringing you down.
I know that you are serious about the brevity of whatever you’re facing - and I don’t overlook the pain you might be going through. If you consider this the ultimate worst, and suicide the only outlet, please know that it is a final decision. There is no going back. Understand the seriousness of that decision. On the flipside, if you think that this is the worst point in your life, realize that choosing LIFE means that things can only get better. Which I am CERTAIN they will.
The Trevor Project (866.488.7386) is a 24/7 crisis and suicide prevention lifeline, ready to talk to you about anything. They are there to listen. Whenever you feel alone, know that you are not, because even if nobody is around to help, The Trevor Project will answer your call.
But only YOU have the power to make that call. I hope you let yourself live. You have that choice. I believe you can do that for yourself.